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I never want to get married, but this dress is just so beautiful.

I never want to get married, but this dress is just so beautiful.

Maybe your first love is the one that sticks with you because it’s the only person who will ever receive ALL OF YOU. After that, you learn better. But, most of all, no matter what, a piece of you forever remains left behind in the heart of the one you loved - a piece no future lover could ever get, no matter what. That piece holds innocence, the belief that love really can last forever. It holds friendship and pain, trial and error, that one kiss you’ll never forget and that night under the stars you can never get back. It holds youth and everything you thought love would be, everything that was proven WRONG.

So there’s this guy that I call my boyfriend but not only is he my boyfriend but he’s my best friend too. He’s someone really special because he’s the only person that I can share everything with, my thoughts, ideas, feelings, candy, chips the list goes on. I can be my true self around him without fearing judgement. These past few months have been loads of fun we’ve had our ups and downs but the great thing is we work it out because we understand each other. He’s got a way to make me laugh in a way that no one else can. I don’t get why I still always get the butterflies before seeing him or why I start missing him as soon as I kiss him goodbye. I’m so grateful for the things he does for me whether it be waiting in a waiting room with me for 3 hours, buying me skittles, a cherry pie, offering to buy me chocolate when I’m on my period, or giving me back rubs. I must’ve done something right along the way to deserve him in my life, because there’s no way meeting him could’ve been coincidence. He’s my favorite part of my day and the best thing in my life. The greatest feeling in the world for me would have to be the one when he’s holding me especially when we’re laying in bed. I know right there and then in those moments that there’s no where else in that I belong. He does so much for me, that I wish I could give him the world. But with everyday that goes by I will try my hardest to show him how much I appreciate him and how he means everything to me.

I want this!!!!

I want this!!!!